CHINA DIARY, IN CHINA

Good morning. Well, it has been a while since you’ve heard from me. It was the beginning of April, I think. The demands of ending the semester, a literal meltdown of my
computer, preparing for a keynote at SUNY Stonybrook, worrying about my Susie and taking her for treatment in Atlanta at Emory, a month of Maymester teaching in China,
struggling to figure out how to save fifteen years of work, getting my backup drive to be read, transferring all the data from my melted PC to my new IMac, learning a new e-mail
system adopted by the University, and learning a new computer system explains it all. Anyway, I thought I’d do something a tad different for a while. I kept a diary while I was in
China in which I generally reflected on a bunch of stuff about students, American and Chinese, in particular and on education and teaching in general. I thought I shared bits and
pieces of it. Here’s my first entry:
May 11th or 10th.  Its our first day in China, over 7,000  miles and fifteen hours flying time from Atlanta.  Add a nearly four hour car drive from Valdosta and a three hour wait
in Atlanta before the plane took off for me.  It’s 1 a.m. here, but it’s 1 p.m. yesterday as far as my body is concerned.  Whatever it is, I’m out of sync.  In any event, it’s late and
early, and we have an early and late call yesterday this morning to climb the Great Wall.  As soon as we had stepped off the plane in Beijing and went through customs, I could see
that a lot of the 43 students were on an adrenalin rush that washed away their plane fatigue and muscle aches.  They were a walking combination of excitement, anticipation,
confusion, and anxiety as they inhaled the polluted newness.  So many have never been outside Georgia, have never flown, much less have been in another country.  I had prepared
the Valdosta contingent with monthly “getting to know you” and “all you wanted to know but didn’t know what to ask” community building and “getting ready” get-togethers a
my house.  Nevertheless, they weren’t prepared for the reality of it all.  So much was strange to them:  the language, the currency, the food, the odors, the toilets, the hard beds,
unhygienic conditions, and a host of alien cultural habits.  They don’t know the half of it.  They will be tested.  And, unlike the classroom, the lessons come after the test.  They

will have so much to take in, so much to experience, so much to which to adjust, so much upon which to reflect, so much to understand, so much to appreciate, so much to be

awed by, and so much to enjoy.  Even more so, if they see rather than merely look, listen rather than merely hear, reflect instead of shop; if they accept challenges to their

preconceptions and presumptions; if they escape the trap of their assumptions and overcome the solid rock obstacles of their perceptions; if they venture out into the uncertainty and

unknown; if they greet this newness with open hands, minds, and hearts; if they accept China and its people on their own terms free of any judgmental likes and dislikes;.  China,

like everything else, is not what someone tells them it will be. It is precisely what they make of it and make it.  They will just have to look at the same things in different ways or

different things in the same way.  After all, what begins in their feelings, travels to their thinking, and ends up in their doing. There’s a lesson here for both life in general and the

classroom in particular, as all this is true for these students in China on both this first and following days, it will be true throughout all aspects of their lives, and it is true for me as

a teacher in the classroom on the first and following days of a new semester.

–Louis–


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About Louis Schmier

LOUIS SCHMIER “Every student should have a person who wants to help him or her help himself or herself become the person he or she is capable of becoming, and I’ll be damned if I am ever going to let one human being fall through the cracks in my classes without a fight.” How about a snapshot of myself. But, what shall I tell you about me? Something personal? Something philosophical? Something pedagogical? Something scholarly? Nah, I'll dispense with that resume stuff. Since I believe everything we do starts from who we are inside, what we believe, what we perceive, and what we do is an extension of ourselves, how about if I first say some things about myself. Then, maybe, I can ease into other things. My name is Louis Schmier. The first name rhymes with phooey, the last with beer. I am a 76 year old - in body, but not in mind or spirit - born and bred New Yorker who came south in 1963. I met by angelic bride, Susie, on a reluctant blind date at Chapel Hill. We've been married now going on 51 years. We have two marvelous sons. One is a VP at Samsung in San Francisco. The other is an artist with food and is an executive chef at a restaurant in Nashville, Tn. And, they have given us three grandmunchkins upon whom we dote a bit. I power walk 7 miles every other early morning. That’s my essential meditative “Just to …” time. On the other days, I exercise with weights to keep my upper body in shape. I am an avid gardener. I love to cook on my wok. Loving to work with my hands as well as with my heart and mind, I built a three room master complex addition to the house. And, I am a “fixer-upper” who allows very few repairmen to step across the threshold. Oh, by the way, I received my A.B. from then Adelphi College, my M.A. from St. John's University, and my Ph.D. from the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill. I have been teaching at Valdosta State University in Georgia since 1967. Having retired reluctantly in December, 2012, I currently hold the rank of Professor of History, Emeritus. I prefer the title, “Teacher”. Twenty-five years ago, I had what I consider an “epiphany”. It changed my understanding of myself. I stopped professoring and gave up scholarly research and publication to devote all my time and energy to student. My teaching has taken on the character of a mission. It is a journey that has taken me from seeing only myself to a commitment to vision larger than myself and my self-interest. I now believe that being an educator means I am in the “people business”. I now believe that the most essential element in education is caring about people. Education without caring, without a real human connection, is as viable as a person with a brain but without a heart. So, when I am asked what I teach, I answer unhesitatingly, “I teach students”. I am now more concerned with the students’ learning than my teaching, more concerned with the students as human beings than with the subject. I am more concerned with reaching for students than reaching the height of professional reputation. I believe the heart of education is to educate the heart. The purpose of teaching is to instill in all students genuine, loving, lifelong eagerness to learn and foster a life of continual growth and development. It should encourage and assist students in developing the basic values needed for learning and living: self-discipline, self-confidence, self-worth, integrity, honesty, commitment, perseverance, responsibility, pursuit of excellence, emotional courage, creativity, imagination, humility, and compassion for others. In April, 1993, I began to share ME on the internet: my personal and professional rites of passage, my beliefs about the nature and purpose of an education, a commemoration of student learning and achievement, my successful and not so successful experiences, a proclamation of faith in students, and a celebration of teaching. These electronic sharings are called “Random Thoughts”. There are now over 1000 of them floating out there in cyberspace. The first 185, which chronicles the beginnings of my journey, have been published as collections in three volumes, RANDOM THOUGHTS: THE HUMANITY OF TEACHING, RANDOM THOUGHTS, II: TEACHING FROM THE HEART, RANDOM THOUGHTS, III: TEACHING WITH LOVE, and RANDOM THOUGHTS, IV: THE PASSION OF TEACHING. The chronicle of my continued journey is available in an Ebook on Amazon's Kindle in a volume I call FAITH, HOPE, LOVE: THE SPIRIT OF TEACHING. There a few more untitled volumes in the works..

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