From an “Awful” to an “Awe-full” Class, III

I’d like to make six quick points off the bat.  First, most classroom professors were not intensely trained as future classroom teachers; they were intensely trained as future research and publishing scholars.  Second, despite the herculean and dedicated efforts of so many Teaching and Learning Centers, the classroom generally hasn’t caught up with the science on learning.  Third, the findings of such scientific research on teaching and learning does not predominately focus on methodology or technology so much as it centers on emotion and attitude.  Fourth, and foremost we need to feel;  a required change in attitude requires a change of both mind and heart.  Fifth, good change comes slowly and arduously; nothing magical and quick and easy about it.  And finally, the academic research and publishing culture does not generally support such change or even emphasis on the classroom, lip service to teaching not withstanding
The overwhelming number of professors, supposed purveyors of change and growth, are stuck in an unchanging time warp.  Think about it.  How many teachers have written such findings as that of the neuroscience of unconditional and non-judgmental “awe,” with its mosaic of faith and hope and love, into their classroom plans?  Not many I bet.  How many have ignored such research.  How many have castigated anyone who sought to apply its lessons as “coddling,” “soft,” “touchy-feely,” “new agey,” “non-professional,” and even “unprofessional?”  I can attest personally the number is quite a few.  To these naysayers, I would say, that no one steps out of academia when “awe-full” is the foundation of their teaching; “awe-full” just puts each person in a different setting; “awe-full” just shifts the center of our being.
I’ll shout it from the rooftops:  the unconditional focus of awareness, alertness, attentiveness  begin with an unconditional faith, hope, and love anchored in unconditional state of “Awe-full.”  “Awful” is selective.  It’s segregating.  It restricts the vision to how it is, much less to how it could be.  “Awe-full,” that too often lonely place, on the other hand, gives us an expanded peripheral vision that includes how it should be and how it could be.  “Awe-full” doesn’t ignore the difficulty of getting into the fray.  It doesn’t play down the struggle to help others see and reach out for their potential.  It does, however, endow a meaning to that arduous effort.  And, that purpose, in turn, creates a joy in rising to the challenge to doing what we ought to do.  Ultimately, then, the question is: what kind of attitudes are we each going to take onto the campus and into the classroom.
Now, I understand, I really understand, when someone abides by creaky “awful,”  that it is easy to get into a throwing-up-your-hands funk, to get into a head-shaking walk away, to get negative, to become frustrated, to get disconnected, to get cynical, to lay blame.  But, the stereotypes, generalities, and labels that lead us to “awful,” are in themselves awful, for they serious miseducate us, create false images, and lead us to errant expectations.  As the great historian Jakob Burkhardt said, “Beware of the simplifiers.”  I would say beware of those whose views explain everything.  We have to see, understand, and accept the complexity, the subtly, and the nuance of what it is to be a human being.   It is the faith, hope, and love inherent in “awe-full” that keeps us imaginative and creative and alive as  the strident shrill and anger  of “awful” does not.  “Awful” is the surest way not to understand each student.  The truth is that whether we surrender to “awful” or continue to fight with “awe-full,” we are reflecting a state of our soul that has little or nothing to do with any student.
The greatest hindrance to teaching, the surest way to a misunderstanding and rejection of any student, the guarantee that we will not ecstatically notice the intensity of life in the classroom, is our acceptance, with an air of self-righteousness and aloofness, of deprecating and blinding concepts, our accommodation with denigrating and deafening stereotypes and generalizations, and our unquestioned approval of debasing and numbing mental labels.  We constrict ourselves by describing students according to our imprudent concepts, expectations, and perceptions we impose on them.  We’ll never be free until we teach with the radical amazement that “awe-full” is, until everything and everyone is incredible, until no one is ever treated casually, until we accept that everyone has a unique potential.  The truth is that we have to discard the impersonal stereotype, generality, and label if we are to see each individual student and have insights into her or him.  And, insight, to paraphrase Abraham Herschel said, is the beginning of perception that disallows any student to disappear from our view.
Ultimately, the question, for all of us, really is: what is at stake?  My answer is the future, the future that lies in the life of each of those sons and daughters, brothers and sisters, and even fathers and mothers.  Whose life, then, I ask, does not matter?
More later. Meanwhile….
Make it a good day.
Louis
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About Louis Schmier

LOUIS SCHMIER “Every student should have a person who wants to help him or her help himself or herself become the person he or she is capable of becoming, and I’ll be damned if I am ever going to let one human being fall through the cracks in my classes without a fight.” How about a snapshot of myself. But, what shall I tell you about me? Something personal? Something philosophical? Something pedagogical? Something scholarly? Nah, I'll dispense with that resume stuff. Since I believe everything we do starts from who we are inside, what we believe, what we perceive, and what we do is an extension of ourselves, how about if I first say some things about myself. Then, maybe, I can ease into other things. My name is Louis Schmier. The first name rhymes with phooey, the last with beer. I am a 76 year old - in body, but not in mind or spirit - born and bred New Yorker who came south in 1963. I met by angelic bride, Susie, on a reluctant blind date at Chapel Hill. We've been married now going on 51 years. We have two marvelous sons. One is a VP at Samsung in San Francisco. The other is an artist with food and is an executive chef at a restaurant in Nashville, Tn. And, they have given us three grandmunchkins upon whom we dote a bit. I power walk 7 miles every other early morning. That’s my essential meditative “Just to …” time. On the other days, I exercise with weights to keep my upper body in shape. I am an avid gardener. I love to cook on my wok. Loving to work with my hands as well as with my heart and mind, I built a three room master complex addition to the house. And, I am a “fixer-upper” who allows very few repairmen to step across the threshold. Oh, by the way, I received my A.B. from then Adelphi College, my M.A. from St. John's University, and my Ph.D. from the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill. I have been teaching at Valdosta State University in Georgia since 1967. Having retired reluctantly in December, 2012, I currently hold the rank of Professor of History, Emeritus. I prefer the title, “Teacher”. Twenty-five years ago, I had what I consider an “epiphany”. It changed my understanding of myself. I stopped professoring and gave up scholarly research and publication to devote all my time and energy to student. My teaching has taken on the character of a mission. It is a journey that has taken me from seeing only myself to a commitment to vision larger than myself and my self-interest. I now believe that being an educator means I am in the “people business”. I now believe that the most essential element in education is caring about people. Education without caring, without a real human connection, is as viable as a person with a brain but without a heart. So, when I am asked what I teach, I answer unhesitatingly, “I teach students”. I am now more concerned with the students’ learning than my teaching, more concerned with the students as human beings than with the subject. I am more concerned with reaching for students than reaching the height of professional reputation. I believe the heart of education is to educate the heart. The purpose of teaching is to instill in all students genuine, loving, lifelong eagerness to learn and foster a life of continual growth and development. It should encourage and assist students in developing the basic values needed for learning and living: self-discipline, self-confidence, self-worth, integrity, honesty, commitment, perseverance, responsibility, pursuit of excellence, emotional courage, creativity, imagination, humility, and compassion for others. In April, 1993, I began to share ME on the internet: my personal and professional rites of passage, my beliefs about the nature and purpose of an education, a commemoration of student learning and achievement, my successful and not so successful experiences, a proclamation of faith in students, and a celebration of teaching. These electronic sharings are called “Random Thoughts”. There are now over 1000 of them floating out there in cyberspace. The first 185, which chronicles the beginnings of my journey, have been published as collections in three volumes, RANDOM THOUGHTS: THE HUMANITY OF TEACHING, RANDOM THOUGHTS, II: TEACHING FROM THE HEART, RANDOM THOUGHTS, III: TEACHING WITH LOVE, and RANDOM THOUGHTS, IV: THE PASSION OF TEACHING. The chronicle of my continued journey is available in an Ebook on Amazon's Kindle in a volume I call FAITH, HOPE, LOVE: THE SPIRIT OF TEACHING. There a few more untitled volumes in the works..

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