Good morning. Feeling the morning after the day before effects, I know why we have poets. Only they can summon up the right words to sum up what happened yesterday on the Mall. If I had to come up with something, “awe” would be my only true word, the truest of words. Awe for the arrival of a crowning day I never dared dream I would live to see, a moment for me that itself was far more important, more imbued with meaning, than ceremonies, speeches, parades, and celebrating balls. Awe for the now first extended family’s cheek to jowl diversity, making it look like it stepped out of the pages of America’s true multi-cultural experience, truly representing the textures, colors, sounds, feels, and flavors of this country like have none of the past overwhelmingly white Protestant ruling political families. Awe for we as a nation, a great and unique nation for which we each should be both grateful and proud. Awe less for change than for a natural march, not always steady, in an evolutionary process moved by a profound desire, a pledge, to form a more perfect union; awe for a natural continuation of the American dream toward its hoped-for goal of equality for all that Jefferson so eloquently penned 233 years ago. I wasn’t there, at the Mall, among the exuberant flag-waving, multi-faced throng. I knew what was coming. I didn’t know what was coming. Until Barak Obama was sworn in as President Obama, until he said “I do,” I found to my surprise that it was only then that I fully absorbed the overwhelming emotional force of the moment. My chest tightened ,my breathing shallowed, and tears rolled down my cheeks. I just sat there saying to myself, shouting to myself, arms uplifted, “It’s real. Dammit, it’s really real!”
And in the warm and haloed afterglow, I went back to a snapshot of a conversation I had with a struggling first year, African-American student last spring semester.
“Jerome (not his real name), you’re disrespecting yourself! You’re better than this! You can become anyone you want to be if you put your heart to it.”
“I’m no good at music. And, I can’t play sports.”
“What the hell does that have to do with it? I said anyone. You’re prejudiced against yourself. You think those are your only choices? They aren’t. Ever hear of Colin Powell, Clarence Thomas? I bet Justice Thomas can’t carry a tune or throw a ball! You’re listening to the wrong voices. Don’t you understand? You’re here to get something no one can take away from you once you get it: knowledge, skill, self-respect, self-confidence, faith in yourself. But, you’ve got to get it to get it. You have to say all this to yourself and believe it and live it. Otherwise, you won’t get it.”
His retort hit me. “You say I can become anyone I want to be. You really think so? My momma says the same thing. Everyone says that. And, I want to. But, out there? Out there ‘they’ won’t really let me, won’t let most all of us.”
I’m thinking now of both President Obama, his multi-cultural, multi-lingual, multi-religious clan–which includes a rabbi–and Jerome. Now, maybe Jerome also was awed. May he’ll be inspired to draw on the power of that awe, listen less to the dark, negative voices, and won’t let those ‘they” get in his way. As teachers, as teachers of the heart and soul, as well as the mind, it’s our mission to help him to see the way to break down his barriers, to plow through them, and to build bridges to his unique potential.
Damn, I love this country! We are a great nation. Yesterday, we were especially so. To thee I sing–just not as stirring and inspiring as Aretha.
Louis